today I realized i really hate showing my body at the pool. I feel like everyone is staring at me with disgust and it makes me so uncomfortable.
but I want to enjoy going to the pool with my family in summer.
so I was wondering.. how do you feel about yourself at the pool? Are you ashamed of your body, so you avoid it all? Are you more like "Screw 'em," and just wear what you want to wear and have a great time? What about in the middle? Are you willing to have fun, but with coverings over the fattier sides of yourself (i.e. like swim shirts, one-piece swimsuits, etc.)?
I really hate feeling like this. Can anyone share any advice?