Hear me out. My whole life I've felt like i've been invisible to people because i'm not conventionally attractive. I don't have a pretty face and i'm big, so most of the time I'm overlooked.
I feel I would have done better in my career if I was slimmer. I also noticed after recent weight loss that people smile at me more, whereas before I would have people give me a wide bearth like fatness is contagious.
I want to accept my body and myself, but does that also mean I need to accept being invisble in society?
Can anyone relate?
I've been overweight all my life, and I can tell you this: I feel both invisible and hyper visible.
Invisible because my weight has affected my life, my relationships and people treat me like i'm worthless.
Hyper visible because wherever I go feel like I wanna hide, like everyone's secretly pointing their finger at me. It's, in one word, exhausting.